ice Cream, pizza, cakes, chocolAtes, all the PiNoy kaKaNins plus the huMba, biniGnit na MaiNit, and banana Q (kaOn lang pirmi!)
favoRite BooKs:
The Hobbit, The Angry Book, Being Happy!, the da vinci code, digital fortress, angels and demons, deception point,..
Please jOin Me in PraYer:
Lord, I so wish to prepare well for this time.I so want to make all of me ready and attentive and available to you.
Please help me clarify and purify my intentions.
I have so many contradictory desires.
My activity seems to be so full of busyness and running after stuff that doesn't really seem to matter or last.
I know that if I give you my heart on whatever I do,I will follow my new heart.
May all that I am today, all that I try to do today,
may all my encounters,reflections, even the frustrations and failings all place my life in Your hands.
Lord, my life is in Your hands.
Please,let this day give You Praise.
fAvORItE sOnGs:
beethhoven's symphony #5 (1st movement),"stars are blind"=), "papa cologne","stars are bLinD","kokomo","balis0nG","241",
"love's diviNe","so into you","Like a PrAyeR", "fEeL","waNt y0u bAcK", "Oh, GirL","gOodbye","somewhEre, sOmehoW",
"Let's wait awhile","the fEeLinG is GoNe","LeaVe (geT ouT)",sTranDed",'the dAy yOu wEnT awaY","fix you","it fEeLs so Go0d","maKinG me cRazY","i feel You" by josePh say (proUd to be WarayNoN),etc.
I'm weak, i aSk for strength. I'm ignorant and fool, so i ask for wisdom.I'm sad and alone, but i don't request for hapPiness and companion.
Despite all mY troubles, haRdships, teArs,and other ups aNd downs, I chOose to live anD experience thE giFt of LIFE...Inspite of mY coMpLicaTed mind and undeteRmined sentiments I feel within me, I know i have to LIVE...
no one reaLLy knows the ReaL Me...no one wud understanD the wAy I am except myself..sum may think that i love myself jz becoz i alweiz try to avoid being emotionally hooked on to the opposite sex...how cud i ever luv myself wen in fact i keep on hating myself ...is there a treatment for elevated self-hate?.. i have a wounded heart, soul, miNd , and body...could i ever erase all of these which are changeless and unfading...i'm the most emotionally sensitive biped creaTure..i always try to say i am okay,unhurt, unaffected...the fact is---i always lie...i always run & hide...i always pretend...i'm a self-confeSsed synthetic mortal...u may always see me smilin' ...that's my unconscious defense mechanism to avoid hurting others and myself...i may keep on denying...i may keep on denying..that's precisely because it's my way of refusing to acknowledge my true thoughts and feeLings and accepting the painful realities...are those signs of underdeveloped emotioNal matUrity? i dOn't thiNk so...
Life is shoRt, they say...life is hard, i should reaLLy say...
I may have yet undiscovered the limits of my intellect, but i know the limit of my patience as well as my pain toLerance...it's unmistakably low...As wat all may say, life goes on no matter how hard it is...Aja nlang!...before i end, i wanna say "I'M NOT AN ANGEL" and please stop calling me a "BaBy" coz i'm not...i've been through a lot of things more than you ever did and of courSe---U don't Know ME!!! (taray!)