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Name: Jei

Age: stil youNg

Gender:female

pet namEs: : Je, JaN, jEi, JanG2

Location: Chebu, PhiliPPines

Status: SinGle but not searchIn'

HOmEtOwN: TacLoBan ct

member since:auGust6

top 5 thinGs on my MiND:

1. GoD 2. famiLy 3. fOOd!!! 4. friEnds 5. caReeR

my interests:

fooD and laugH TriPs,dOGs,unlimitXt,etc.

FavOriTe Food:

ice Cream, pizza, cakes, chocolAtes, all the PiNoy kaKaNins plus the huMba, biniGnit na MaiNit, and banana Q (kaOn lang pirmi!)

favoRite BooKs:

The Hobbit, The Angry Book, Being Happy!, the da vinci code, digital fortress, angels and demons, deception point,..

Please jOin Me in PraYer:

Lord, I so wish to prepare well for this time.I so want to make all of me ready and attentive and available to you. Please help me clarify and purify my intentions. I have so many contradictory desires. My activity seems to be so full of busyness and running after stuff that doesn't really seem to matter or last. I know that if I give you my heart on whatever I do,I will follow my new heart. May all that I am today, all that I try to do today, may all my encounters,reflections, even the frustrations and failings all place my life in Your hands. Lord, my life is in Your hands. Please,let this day give You Praise.

fAvORItE sOnGs:

beethhoven's symphony #5 (1st movement),"stars are blind"=), "papa cologne","stars are bLinD","kokomo","balis0nG","241", "love's diviNe","so into you","Like a PrAyeR", "fEeL","waNt y0u bAcK", "Oh, GirL","gOodbye","somewhEre, sOmehoW", "Let's wait awhile","the fEeLinG is GoNe","LeaVe (geT ouT)",sTranDed",'the dAy yOu wEnT awaY","fix you","it fEeLs so Go0d","maKinG me cRazY","i feel You" by josePh say (proUd to be WarayNoN),etc.

favorite aRtists:

chuckie AkenZ feat. kanGel, seaL, coldpLay,mariT, robBie williams,jesSiCa,spntr,ayumi,jaNet,staCie,no dOubT, grEenday,etc.

CoNfeSSiOns of a Lost sOul:

I'm weak, i aSk for strength. I'm ignorant and fool, so i ask for wisdom.I'm sad and alone, but i don't request for hapPiness and companion. Despite all mY troubles, haRdships, teArs,and other ups aNd downs, I chOose to live anD experience thE giFt of LIFE...Inspite of mY coMpLicaTed mind and undeteRmined sentiments I feel within me, I know i have to LIVE...

no one reaLLy knows the ReaL Me...no one wud understanD the wAy I am except myself..sum may think that i love myself jz becoz i alweiz try to avoid being emotionally hooked on to the opposite sex...how cud i ever luv myself wen in fact i keep on hating myself ...is there a treatment for elevated self-hate?.. i have a wounded heart, soul, miNd , and body...could i ever erase all of these which are changeless and unfading...i'm the most emotionally sensitive biped creaTure..i always try to say i am okay,unhurt, unaffected...the fact is---i always lie...i always run & hide...i always pretend...i'm a self-confeSsed synthetic mortal...u may always see me smilin' ...that's my unconscious defense mechanism to avoid hurting others and myself...i may keep on denying...i may keep on denying..that's precisely because it's my way of refusing to acknowledge my true thoughts and feeLings and accepting the painful realities...are those signs of underdeveloped emotioNal matUrity? i dOn't thiNk so... Life is shoRt, they say...life is hard, i should reaLLy say... I may have yet undiscovered the limits of my intellect, but i know the limit of my patience as well as my pain toLerance...it's unmistakably low...As wat all may say, life goes on no matter how hard it is...Aja nlang!...before i end, i wanna say "I'M NOT AN ANGEL" and please stop calling me a "BaBy" coz i'm not...i've been through a lot of things more than you ever did and of courSe---U don't Know ME!!! (taray!)


i'M LiviNg bLiNd bY tHe liGhT of illuSion ♥

 

 

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lyriCs of "Oh, GiRL"♥



this is my most favorite song ever!!!
there's a soft side in paul wall=) 



Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how It started off we were two peas in a pod motivated by love with the blessings of god we were head over heels in this love thing funny ain't it thinking back how friends thought it was just a fling i used to call you on the phone late nite tip mackin to u in ya ear coversation well equipt i used to make you laugh i used to make you smile but oh the while your roomates were in denial we felt a lot of jealously from the very start your so called friends kept tryin to tear us apart they used to tell you all kind of lies just like a wolf in sheeps clothing the devil came in disguise they transformed all your smiles into tears they sabotaged your happiness and blamed it on my busy career i gave you everything aiming to please but i guess it wasn't enough cuz your ready to leave but don't go baby Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how
Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how lil momma been down with me for a while when you tryin to smile im the one you like to dial but lately ive been on a mission for comission so why you at home wishing you was with me ive been missing but listen im trying to lace you up with diamonds that glisten i got a vision so baby you need to kill all that fiction don't listen to what your friends saying they just jealous cuz they on the sidelines watching while you in the game playing im just saying you should be stayin but i ain't trippin im in love with my money baby thats how im living you know i got you on my mind like an egde up but all your nagging me and whying it got me fed up im on the gring hustlin stackin my cash but you just think im in the streets chasing after some a** im trying to break the bread im trying to get that cake but you complainin talking bout you finn escape baby what it do Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how

im tryin tell u about ur friends hatin while they be over there complainin im just on my grind paper chasin u got them insecure thoughts in ur mind but instead of chasin hoes i be overtime on my grind u steady listenin to the gossip in the beautyshop but all them jealous single females want what u got they would do anything to take ur place cuz everytime i come around they be givin me dat sex face u ridin shotgun in the james bond benz with the frog eye lense on them 20 inch rims so why u worried about ur jealous so called friends im just on my grind trying stack me up some ends baby i used to make u laugh i used to make u smile and all the while ur jealous friends been in denial i ain't asking much lil momma just keep it real either u down with me or not baby whats the deal Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how Oh girl i'd be in trouble if you left me now cuz i don't know where to look for love i just don't know how



wAla laNg! ♥

Oh, BoY. I'd be in tRoubLe if yOu LeFt me NOw.
cuz I don't kNow wHere to loOk for love. I juSt doN't knOw hOw!









 

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jei-han
Age: 42
Gender: Female
Ethnicity: asian
Location: cebu, Philippines
School: Other
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Interests & Affiliations:
fooD and laugH TriPs, dOGs, unlimitXt, etc.

Favorite Bands and Artists:
chuckie AkenZ feat. kanGel, seaL, coldpLay, mariT, robBie williams, jesSiCa, spntr, ayumi, jaNet, staCie, no dOubT, grEenday, etc.

About me:

do i deserve to live in this confusing world?
i still don't know yet the answer. help me realize that i desrve to live and be happy

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